Sov's Crazy Ramblings

Hi everyone.

I’m writing this a little late at night, not because I can’t sleep but because I have some stuff that must be said before I can sleep.

Firstly. The wedding went fine and all that, great reception, Öt made a great firework display, very impressive.

Secondly. The Lightbringers is formed, sanctum didn’t like us leaving one little bit, Teesah was very unhappy and practically banished us, if only she’d rolled a warlock. [nerd joke]

Thirdly. I’ve spoken to Brittanni and slapped myself afterward for my silly thoughts and worries and.. ugh i’m just so stupid. Anyway…

Fourthly. We’re looking to expand the guild now and should be a whole lot of fun in the next few weeks meeting new people and getting everything set up.

Fifthly… i’m going to stop saying “number-ly”.  I want to thank Megan… OOOh I said her real name… (kelate) for being there for me all this week, you’re a great friend and I really hope your c-section goes well and doesn’t hurt Get well soon and I can’t wait to see the baby. Only 1 day left!!

Also if you haven’t already looked, check out Brittanni’s deviantart. She has some great pictures on there, seriously theres some really amazing pictures on there. Heres a link: http://cookiesaddcream.deviantart.com

And finally, Sorry Brittanni, I hope you still care for me as I do for you. Love you.

Its the night before the wedding and i’m a little worried… My vows suck and… well I guess i’m a bit nervous… lol yes its only roleplay, but its a cool event and I want it to go right. Plus you’d be worried if you had to stand in front of a bunch of people in some armor that seriously looks awesome… but everyone else will be in their sunday best… Yeah.

On another note… I might have to requisition my surround sound card from my dad as my satellite speakers are currently transmitting slow mumbled sound that… well seriously..its not awesome. I hear it great in my ears in front of me then hear an echo about 50 milliseconds after from behind me. Rather than all together in an immersive experience like it used to be. I gave my dad the card a while back as he was using it for sound recording, I’m not sure he is actually using it at all now. The only problem with it is…. it takes a LOT of space in the computer (physically) and my motherboard beeped at the card last time I put it in. Plus its already hot in there… I feel kinda bad about putting it into a furnace…. but the sound is bad… Slight predicament there.

Well time to go work on my vows and hopefully have them finished for tomorrow, ugh wish me luck…

Also adding a song to this blog if I can. Its what i’m listening to now.

ATC – Set Me Free

Arg cant get it to work

Fuck it.. we’ll do it live. Enjoy the song guys.

A quick update to all. I’m a lot happier now, I’ve spoken to Brittanni, and although I haven’t heard from her today I’m still feeling the love

Ummm apart from that…. check out this song!

I found this song via Yahoo news about 2 squirrels trying to climb a wall. Its a great song!

Apart from this… theres other stuff in the works that I can’t announce here just yet as there are some readers who can’t know! tis secwet! However thanks to those helping me with it and it should be good.

Ephirus’ wedding to Kelate will still be going ahead, now on the 21st, this thursday. Our priest, Rethius, today pulled out of doing his duty which saddened me a little, however we’re working on finding a replacement. Not an easy task to replace such a gifted Roleplayer but I’m sure we’ll manage.

Apart from that… not a whole lot to report, except my mood is improved, I had egg sandwiches today and will likely have tuna tomorrow

Thanks for reading and I hope you keep tuned!

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If they can’t help themselves why should we bother?

Last night I drank. Not heavily…. well… maybe… but I woke up this morning refreshed and ready to face what is sure to be an interesting day. It really helped, everything was so much simpler,  I raided some horde towns and then tanked a couple of heroics while drunk and they went really well… Well there was a little problem in COS…. but thats Rethius’ fault.

Now I wake to the harsh reality of the world. Brittanni has deleted her blog and i’m worried for her. I hope she is alright, I think of her every second. A world without her seems a much darker place which I dare not embrace.

I’m not sure where i’m going with this. like the day..

I hope and pray everything works out…

Today… I have been trying to make wrongs right… Seeing as there is so much wrong I figured I could do my bit to correcting this. I texted about some friends and …well quite honestly the way I treated, or neglected them… or… they just went out of contact… Well honestly I didn’t expect any response.

I won’t tell you how many people hate my guts as that is…. saddening and doesn’t make me look too great…but one person came back to me and we’ve been talking for a while.

I hadn’t realized just how disconnected from the world I was until tonight. Well I knew, just wasn’t willing to accept it I guess.

I don’t know where this was going but its good to get back in contact with you mystery person, and i’m sorry I was such an ass previously to you.

On a funny note: When tagging this post I realized there wasnt even a “friends” tag

I’m worried, scared…. but feeling strong.. I’m here for you.

I was just asked by Lobster((Rethius)(Ret)) where the name sovhed came from… and let me tell you wow thats a story.. I think its a good idea that I tell you just so you arent wondering and I thought that it would make for an interesting, though maybe not funny read.

It all started one day when I got Battlefield 1942. I had been playing alone happily and decided I wanted to do something else, I downloaded Desert Combat.. at that stage it was in early development.. After a while I met someone called *S*G*Something (can’t remember the name now). They invited me to their clan and I thought “oh what the heck”

I joined, the day after the clan fell apart, not due to me or my choice but the clan leader got bored, as most of the small clans do.. I figured… okay whatever..

A few months later and I had Battlefield Vietnam, an awesome game… I was in operation irving and this asshole called “=SoV=DefineDeath” pwned my ass in an f4 Phantom, napalming me to death with my own plane.. We got talking and he invited me to join the clan he was in.. “Shadows of Vengeance” Cool name I thought, so stamped my name and signed, choosing the game name of  ”=SoV=hEaD_bUsTeR”. Lovely eh?

Over the next 2 and a half years I enjoyed =SoV= life, playing in clan matches, working my way slowly to near the top, eventually providing the teamspeak and game servers for the clan at the start of my hosting company. We saw our way through battlefield 2 and won many battles, but eventually when the release of Battlefield 2142 was nigh we decided enough was enough, we didn’t enjoy BF2142 and we could see that we wouldn’t be doing it for fun. We decided to go our own seperate ways with gaming, leaving the =SoV= clan in the dust of the past, a great era of gaming laid to rest.. a sad day.

Well as you can see, my name is from here, it changed slowly over time, evolved even. I started as “sovHead” in planeshift, then “SovHed” in numerous free games, then eventually WoW, leading us to the present day where my name is SovHed still… I may go by Ephirus on WoW but there is still SovHed inside me.

I purchased this domain about 3 years ago when I first took up the name SovHed and its stuck ever since.

Anyway that is the story of all about how my life got quick turned upside down and i just took a minute to sit right here, and tell you how I became the prince of …wait a minute…

Don’t you just hate getting your hair cut? Hmmm maybe not, but I do. Its probably deep mental scarring from having my mom cut it for years… however this last time she has really done it…

My hair looks… actually I’m going to steal Brittanni’s words.. I look like a monk :p seriously its as round and uniform as if I was wearing a nazi helmet… its not cool. In fact its nowhere near cool or hip or whiz or… whatever other odd words you use to describe hair looking good.

According to my personal team of experts it doesn’t look that bad, i myself have tried to avoid looking at it but when i have i have cringed and thought “I’ll wake up soon and have my hair back”.

I really do appreciate my mom’s help and attempting to cut my hair, I know its not a very easy thing to do, my hair especially, its light, sits differently every time you touch it and well its not very well kept I tend to just roll out of bed, shower and leave it however the water drains off it, it always comes back looking soft and fluffy but quite disorganised… I guess I should care for it some more and maybe brush it……. but that always seems like a lot of unneccessary work to me. I’ll take advice if you think i’m wrong… and might even change my ways…. *cough*

Yeah I look like a monk! No, no pictures…. unless you ask nicely…

I guess I will just wait until it re-grows, however long that might take, well actually I guess it won’t be too long, it grows fast out here because of all the sunlight and…positive….vitamins….shhh I know what i mean!

In other news my burnout of wow continues, I suffer from bordom while playing as my guild no longer runs nax or os25 so i cant gear my pally, (pugs always fail) and my priest is surplus to requirements in ulduar as there are lots of shitty other healers who get in because…. heck i dont know…

Ahh yes also I was annoyed in WoW, because my last 2 oracle eggs turned into a tickbird (fuckin suprised there) on ephirus and 3 aged yolk on kata.. Woopteedoo!

There, yes there! look! *sighs and shakes his head*

*points to the wall* Theres a wall! Not that anyone reads this or anything but you can post comments to it now if you want to just say hi and good morning or something Hope someone uses it!